we are at the beginning of the end. one more month and its a new year, i can honestly say im in a good place right now, im not sad or depressed or lonely, things have been going well, I’ve been working for a month or so and im happy with the way its going, I’ve been spending time with family as usual and im looking for another job apart from my current job, I’ve made some money and its a nice feeling to have something for myself and be able to spoil the people i love. im unsure what direction im headed but its not really an anxiety provoking panic attack anymore. i guess im just hopeful for what is coming. i don’t know what I’ll be doing in the next years or months or days but i guess I’ll just go with it. im trying to do my best and be a positive and more content person and it feels right to be this way. so yeah, doubt anyone is missing me but this is just a little update on my life. im up for a conversation if anyone is in the mood to chat.
i live the smell and the cool breeze it brings. it’s going to be a gorgeous weekend.
reminder to self: just because you can stay up until 5 in the morning doesn’t mean you should
are there actually people out there who make their beds every morning or is that just a myth
single and ready to single
isn’t it strange how your mind can just wander and out of nowhere you think of a person, maybe it’s an old friend or someone you used to go to school with or someone you met once or a person who you’ve never talked to at all, but there face or memory just comes to you and you wonder what they are doing, what happened to them, if they are okay, or you remember some completely random thing about them, like what they were wearing or what they think or a certain thing and its just like whoa the mind is a crazy thing, i can’t remember where i left my keys this morning but i remember what you thought of a movie or place or culture…. hmm okay