Today before work I went to the sale at Dillards, being a cardholder I got an extra 30-40% of clearance items so I got new jeans and a nice shirt and new glasses originally what would have been 150 was reduced to 65 was then reduced to 35 pretty great grab for the glasses and I love everything I got,I wanted to get a bag but then thought about it and I dont really need a new bag I just bought myself a really nice one at the begging of the year and it goes with everything but its massive so I might spoil myself and get a new one tomorrow if I find one I like, im super picky
I texted my boss what time to come in tomorrow, she said I’ll text you back shortly, its 10:45 she’s not texting me anytime soon. I dont want to go in early, I want to go to the sale at Dillards in chandler, maybe they have better stuff than san tan.
I really love driving. Its a wonderful feeling, having a full tank of gas, with no where to go, just wandering and picking up a great book or a new record or a cold coffee or finding a new spot to grab a bite, to just drive around the city and then walk around shops and see friendly faces and a passing smile. I want to see people and not feel alone.
stop for just one second.
think about all the people you’ve secretly had a crush on. all the people you’ve found attractive, but never said anything to. every stranger you’ve temporarily fallen in love with on public transportation. all the people you’ve dreamt of and thought of in the early mornings.
and now take a moment to realize that you have been this person for so many people… and you have no idea.
To a show or something, or I dont know, but I want to do something alone, just me time, like I dont have enough or that but yeah that sounds nice.
Someone should snapchat me or kik me cause I am real bored. Today was incredibly long, tomorrow will probably feel the same, there is a sale at Dillards and im going to wake up early because I only have an hour or so to shop until I have to work. I didnt go to zia today although I wanted to go badly but I guess ill pick up new records once I get my check.
I haven’t been on here as much, I’ve been working full days for the past 2 weeks. last weekend was nice because my family and I made a trip to San Carlos, Mexico, we watched the boxing match, soccer game and went to the beach, ate some amazing food, went on an hour long boat ride, it was lovely. It’s nice to travel and get out of town for a bit, then I worked all last week for many more hours than my usual and got a pretty sweet check, which I then used to make a payment on a credit card I have, I did splurge and treat myself to some new records, and I took my family out to eat. Im really bad with my money, I made 500 in the past 2 weeks, which is really really really good,hence why I haven’t quit, even though this job drives me mad and I hate myself cause its not what I really want to be doing with my life but its good money if I were smart enough to save it and why I stay, but yeah I think im going to keep at it for a bit, I mean I’ve been there nanny for 6 months now and although they really are taking advantage of me and cheating me out of hours and gas money, right now im taking it. I’ve said it before, there are a lot of people who are filthy rich, like those who live in snobsdale that will pay $15 an hour to watch there kid that will provide me with a car so I dont have to use my own but it just seems like a lot to either move out there or drive there everyday from where I live, I know it can be done but I think ill stay will this family for a bit more. Its just kind of a pain in the ass, I love kids don’t get me wrong, I started babysitting kids from the age of 10 probably even younger, im good with kids, baby’s, toddler’s, kids, I practically raised my neice and nephew, I know how to treat them and im good with them, but its just not what I want to be doing for the rest of my life, these kids I watch are a lot to handle sometimes, both boys, who fight, and when they do they get really aggressive, and they are both incredibly smart and there parents are strict and stern with them but they can get really irritating, the little one needs to be fed like a baby, he’s 8, I’ve babysit babys who dont even like to be fed, he’s a lot to handle for the most part because although his older brother eggs him on and pushes his buttons he is more mature at times 10, he’s become kinda disrespectful now, but that might just be him becoming a pre teen who knows. But now im rambling on. I think I’ll stick with this and see how it goes.
Dark World (2012)