The usual, Im just sitting in my room on the floor trying to figure out what to do, im cleaning my room, sort of, its a mess I just want to throw everything out, I guess im blessed enough to have too many things, but yeah I need to get rid of these books and a box of cloths I no longer want, I was going to go to Dillards but I think I wont, I dont want to waste anymore gas than i have to and I dont want to spend more money, I think this paycheck is going to be weak, I also need to get rid of speakers and shoes and other dumb crap in here. I want to sell my books at zia and some records I didnt like but I doubt they will give me anything for them. Im listening to tigers jaw charmer, I envy your empathy is too good. Seriously if I play a song repeatedly its that and hum and cool. I need to see them live one of these days.
Right now im trying to revamp my website and edit some photos. I need to be asleep why do I do this to myself.
Today before work I went to the sale at Dillards, being a cardholder I got an extra 30-40% of clearance items so I got new jeans and a nice shirt and new glasses originally what would have been 150 was reduced to 65 was then reduced to 35 pretty great grab for the glasses and I love everything I got,I wanted to get a bag but then thought about it and I dont really need a new bag I just bought myself a really nice one at the begging of the year and it goes with everything but its massive so I might spoil myself and get a new one tomorrow if I find one I like, im super picky
I texted my boss what time to come in tomorrow, she said I’ll text you back shortly, its 10:45 she’s not texting me anytime soon. I dont want to go in early, I want to go to the sale at Dillards in chandler, maybe they have better stuff than san tan.
I really love driving. Its a wonderful feeling, having a full tank of gas, with no where to go, just wandering and picking up a great book or a new record or a cold coffee or finding a new spot to grab a bite, to just drive around the city and then walk around shops and see friendly faces and a passing smile. I want to see people and not feel alone.
stop for just one second.
think about all the people you’ve secretly had a crush on. all the people you’ve found attractive, but never said anything to. every stranger you’ve temporarily fallen in love with on public transportation. all the people you’ve dreamt of and thought of in the early mornings.
and now take a moment to realize that you have been this person for so many people… and you have no idea.
To a show or something, or I dont know, but I want to do something alone, just me time, like I dont have enough or that but yeah that sounds nice.
Someone should snapchat me or kik me cause I am real bored. Today was incredibly long, tomorrow will probably feel the same, there is a sale at Dillards and im going to wake up early because I only have an hour or so to shop until I have to work. I didnt go to zia today although I wanted to go badly but I guess ill pick up new records once I get my check.